Things were very bleak
yesterday but seem much more hopeful today.
Charlie and I even went out for dinner.
I enjoyed a lovely virgin strawberry daiquiri which would have been a
lot lovelier with a little bit of rum. At
first I didn’t think I could go and watch with jealousy as all those other
patrons enjoyed their beautiful drinks and their beautiful lives. How
long were we going to try out this non-drinking lifestyle? I keep getting confused between it being a
forever thing and it being just a temporary thing. Even temporary feels like forever. Clearly, I’m very depressed and anxious and
have been self medicating with the alcohol.
Obviously.
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